PART A: My Story

Aw.. it's so hard to do this. ㅠㅠ
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I guess most of the kids did play LEGO before during their childhood time. I played a lot. hahaha. Even that I'm not good at it, i just simply stacked the pieces together. ㅋㅋㅋ. But I don't really know what is architecture about before I finished my SPM. I think there's actually nothing that really lead me to architecture during my childhood time. hahaha. Or is it all the visits to interesting places when I went for vacation?

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I was very interested in stage design, and there's actually no such course in Malaysia I guess (or there's actually one that i couldn't search it out? @.@) In the end because of rushings that I have no idea why, I took up journalism in TARC for half a year. My parents didn't really encourage me in taking interior design for I don't really draw in my high school but they thought I did quite well in languages (at least better than art I guess =.=). But in the end, I dropped it, journalism, and I took up architecture. My sister supported me, my parents was quite happy and did not oppose with it, but they actually doubted me a lot, whether I can withstand this tough course.

I was actually very confused, why they reacted differently towards interior design and architecture.

During the visits to various colleges like MIA, Alpha, and some education fairs, the students' model displayed were really nice and amusing! Was so amazed by them. I wanted to do something like that as well, I told myself.

Frankly speaking, I actually took up architecture for the sake of stage design. There are many diversities in architecture I guess. During my foundation year, there was a subject's assignment that required us to make a brochure that promote our future dream job, and what i did was stage design. (I got a B+ :PP) hahaha.

I'm still holding on to this, stage design. I wish to build stages of dreams for the people who strive so hard to perform, to shine. hahaha. I didn't really tell others about this. Sometimes i was quite worry that my parents would have expected too much from me in becoming an architect.

It has been 3 years studying architecture. Indeed, it was really fun, of architecture. I did think of becoming an architect. Looking at santiago calatrava's work, really amazed by them. To reach that standard, I just felt that it was almost impossible, especially in this stage. The longer I have pursued in this course, the stronger of the intimidated feeling inside me. The quality isn't there in me. @.@ sigh.

anyway, will still do my best in this course. No matter it's for the stage design dream or for architecture, or contractor, or any whatsoever diversities that could be in this course.

(argh. this is like telling too much about myself )

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Best experience might be the time when doing assignment with Sheila, my best ever partner in foundation. Structure assignment where we need to build a tower that supports 10kg from top and a bridge that supports 6kg in the middle; Technical mathematics assignment that we need to do measured drawing of the whole block K. Although there's sleepless nights but the happiness of finishing them together overwhelmed everything. Going malacca together. sigh, i miss her.

Worst, I guess it was design 3 time. hahahaha. @.@ and all the stressful time. @.@ bad partnership etc. @.@

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Best habits? hahahaha. I don't have nice habits. HAHAHHAA.

Worst there's a lot. First of all must be the ability of procrastinating. lols. It seems like it's inside my blood. or, our blood? hahaha. And I think not only me but most of the people, the thing where they like to complain about everything. everything but not ourselves. LOLS. @.@ And i only clean up everything once I finished everything. Before that, the house would be so messy

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I guess the first motivation that gets me keep going was the fee's really killingly expensive. Once I fail, I might lose the PTPTN loan, I might wasted another thousands of my dad's hard earned money. I might take another year to finish the degree. aiks. burdened.

It's killing if I disappoint my parents that supported me so much throughout these whiles especially my mom. @.@

I don't like the feeling of losing. That's why I'll strive my best and keeps on going. But, it's still so hard for me, especially in design. Seeing the seniors' works, so nice, but, why there's such a big gap between us? My friends all getting first class honor in their course, getting CGPA 4.0, and how come no matter how hard I tried it's still seems impossible. As long as we can pass, it's something that should be celebrated about. =.= awwwww. pitiful.

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Nah wrote too much. signing off.

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PART A: My Story

Aw.. it's so hard to do this. ㅠㅠ
==========================================================
I guess most of the kids did play LEGO before during their childhood time. I played a lot. hahaha. Even that I'm not good at it, i just simply stacked the pieces together. ㅋㅋㅋ. But I don't really know what is architecture about before I finished my SPM. I think there's actually nothing that really lead me to architecture during my childhood time. hahaha. Or is it all the visits to interesting places when I went for vacation?

===========================================================
I was very interested in stage design, and there's actually no such course in Malaysia I guess (or there's actually one that i couldn't search it out? @.@) In the end because of rushings that I have no idea why, I took up journalism in TARC for half a year. My parents didn't really encourage me in taking interior design for I don't really draw in my high school but they thought I did quite well in languages (at least better than art I guess =.=). But in the end, I dropped it, journalism, and I took up architecture. My sister supported me, my parents was quite happy and did not oppose with it, but they actually doubted me a lot, whether I can withstand this tough course.

I was actually very confused, why they reacted differently towards interior design and architecture.

During the visits to various colleges like MIA, Alpha, and some education fairs, the students' model displayed were really nice and amusing! Was so amazed by them. I wanted to do something like that as well, I told myself.

Frankly speaking, I actually took up architecture for the sake of stage design. There are many diversities in architecture I guess. During my foundation year, there was a subject's assignment that required us to make a brochure that promote our future dream job, and what i did was stage design. (I got a B+ :PP) hahaha.

I'm still holding on to this, stage design. I wish to build stages of dreams for the people who strive so hard to perform, to shine. hahaha. I didn't really tell others about this. Sometimes i was quite worry that my parents would have expected too much from me in becoming an architect.

It has been 3 years studying architecture. Indeed, it was really fun, of architecture. I did think of becoming an architect. Looking at santiago calatrava's work, really amazed by them. To reach that standard, I just felt that it was almost impossible, especially in this stage. The longer I have pursued in this course, the stronger of the intimidated feeling inside me. The quality isn't there in me. @.@ sigh.

anyway, will still do my best in this course. No matter it's for the stage design dream or for architecture, or contractor, or any whatsoever diversities that could be in this course.

(argh. this is like telling too much about myself )

============================================================
Best experience might be the time when doing assignment with Sheila, my best ever partner in foundation. Structure assignment where we need to build a tower that supports 10kg from top and a bridge that supports 6kg in the middle; Technical mathematics assignment that we need to do measured drawing of the whole block K. Although there's sleepless nights but the happiness of finishing them together overwhelmed everything. Going malacca together. sigh, i miss her.

Worst, I guess it was design 3 time. hahahaha. @.@ and all the stressful time. @.@ bad partnership etc. @.@

============================================================
Best habits? hahahaha. I don't have nice habits. HAHAHHAA.

Worst there's a lot. First of all must be the ability of procrastinating. lols. It seems like it's inside my blood. or, our blood? hahaha. And I think not only me but most of the people, the thing where they like to complain about everything. everything but not ourselves. LOLS. @.@ And i only clean up everything once I finished everything. Before that, the house would be so messy

============================================================
I guess the first motivation that gets me keep going was the fee's really killingly expensive. Once I fail, I might lose the PTPTN loan, I might wasted another thousands of my dad's hard earned money. I might take another year to finish the degree. aiks. burdened.

It's killing if I disappoint my parents that supported me so much throughout these whiles especially my mom. @.@

I don't like the feeling of losing. That's why I'll strive my best and keeps on going. But, it's still so hard for me, especially in design. Seeing the seniors' works, so nice, but, why there's such a big gap between us? My friends all getting first class honor in their course, getting CGPA 4.0, and how come no matter how hard I tried it's still seems impossible. As long as we can pass, it's something that should be celebrated about. =.= awwwww. pitiful.

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Nah wrote too much. signing off.